numb but thinking . . .

yesterday has me at the moment silent & equally aware i have been silent for a very long time . . .

Masochism . . .

in the constant quest to grasp the very personal concept of identity i have started to read "Masochism" (Zone Books, 1991) with an essay by Gilles Deleuze & "Venus in Furs" by Leopold von Sacher-Masoch . . .

a fascinating forward is all i have managed to read to date

so far, i am impressed